Do you know what the odds are???

I had to share this story…

One of the last places I went with my son before he passed was to the Verizon store… So of course, every time I have to go there, I get that feeling in the pit of my stomach.

About 6 months after Zachary passed, (which was 3 yrs. ago) I had to get my son Chris and my husband a new phone number. I stood there feeling sad, as the memories started flooding. I started to talk to Zachary (not out loud) saying “please give daddy an easy number…he forgets everything now!”  The man said “Here is your new number.” It was XXX-XXX-8388. I was shocked. My son passed on 3-8-10. Then he said “Here is the 2nd number XXX-XXX-5365. I almost fell over…because my mother in laws number has been XXX-XXX-5365 for the past 30+ years!!!

Yesterday, I had to go back to Verizon and get my other son, Nicholas a phone. This is his first one. He is the same age as Zachary when he got his and well, this was even more difficult for me. I was holding the tears back.  The man said “Here is your number.” – Ok… I was speechless, again!! The new number was XXX-XXX-0838!!!

I know my little man was letting his dad, brothers’ and I know he was with us!

Angel Kisses,

Necole

“I would have to go through ALOT to get to my Real Mom…”

This story that was shared with me touched my heart in so many ways. I have been receiving the most heartfelt, touching, profound stories. I hope they touch your heart like they have mine. The stories shared give a glimpse of hope and Heaven and how we are all connected and will be again.

Necole to answer your question “Can our Mind heal itself? …

I had RSD  (better known as Reflex Sympathetic Dystrophy) for 16 yrs. after a work related injury to my collar bone.  My right arm burned like I was in a pit of fire, the medications the Drs. put me on actually caused me to die or have a NDE,  I passed over but came back HEALED….

I was “Told it was not my time and that I had a Purpose to be here and I had to come back” I remember being above myself watching my husband frantically  working on me to wake me,  he then went to dial 911 all the while my 3 little girls  4, 6, 8 @ the time just crying horribly with such fear…  I couldn’t do anything to ease there pain and console them it was so heartbreaking to watch and then…

… I went into a cloud with a light at the end an Angel came to me a Woman, Seeing some old photos I do believe it to be my Great Grandmother…When I went to a Flea Market in Florida I saw an Angel that looked just like this woman In the Clouds, I did a double take and bought it! She is always with me…   It was Beyond any Human Words… Majestic, is about as fabulous a word I can find…

The Woman “She said I had to come back, I had a Purpose to Fulfill… (I really didn’t want to come back, I still find that sad to this day when I think of my girls crying…)  when I came back to this World the RSD was Healed…

For yrs. I wondered what other purpose could I possibly fulfill? I had 3 Daughters and a Husband that I Adore, I  had my tubes  done so there were not going to be more kids at least for me… Maybe it is to take care of my parents??? In 93 I did just that, I took care of my Father for the last 6 months of his life, still makes me cry, even though I know he is near!   He likes to always leave 3 pennies and real silver dime… So there you go that was my Purpose… … … WRONG!!!

In 1999 we received our 1st Grandchild… Jason… This is where my story really takes off… My Daughter was a teenage Mom, she and Jason lived with us. (Jason spoke very early and was much brighter than the average child, to give you an example he has a 140 IQ, Photographic Memory etc… I homeschool him now and he is straight A+ and was just chosen by his Teachers for a Trip to the Galapagos Islands in 2014, Amazing Young Man with Such Great Potential to give this world) he’s like a real Einstein Version. 🙂

ONE DAY when Jason turned 2 1/2 he came through the living room to where my Husband and I  were standing and asked very simply and happily “Who’s John Allen?” … Taken aback I said   “What Honey” he repeated himself but then with a bit more detail,  “Who’s John Allen, you know the Man on the Gold Bench?”   My Husband and I just stood there looking at each other as if to say… WHO IS THIS KID???   ~John Allen was My Father~ & Jason’s Great Grandfather… Jason then said  “He told me I would have to go through A lot to get to my  Real Mom” … well we had no idea what he was talking about at this time cause he was with his real mom… We just had NO IDEA what to THINK of how Jason could Possibly Know Anything he said that day, It was not like we talked about my Father and I sure never called him ~John Allen~ …

When Jason was almost 3, my Daughter had a boyfriend who molested him. He became a handful for anyone other than me… My Daughter Moved out with a 2nd boyfriend who was also Abusive physically to him. Then one day Our Daughter brought him to our Home and asked  My Husband and I  “If Jason could live with us” ??? At first we said No he’s your son, get him help, he needs to see Drs.  for what he has been through, anyway she insisted she wanted him to live with us (mind you we had no idea of any abuse by the second guy at this time) … I said why don’t you ask Jason where He wants to live cause I’m sure its with you… Jason came Running out of his little room and said he wanted to live with  “Mamaw n Grandad”  so fast it was like someone pulled his tongue.  Our Daughter Got up and Walked out…

Right away, we started with Psychologists, Therapist, Children’s Dept., Lawyers, and then Court!!!! You name it – trying to help our precious Grandson…

While in Therapy he Told them… ~John Allen~ said “I would have to go through ALOT to get to my Real Mom…”   when I was told this I broke down in tears, like a sobbing idiot…  (No ONE but my Husband and I knew we had lost our 1st Child … a BOY.)

One day after 3 yrs.  of 4x a week Therapy Session with a Well Renowned Psychologist , she said… Jason has told me ALL I NEED TO KNOW… Released him from Therapy, Court Ordered No Direct or Indirect contact with his Biological Mom. But said Plain and Sweetly… He is your Son… ~John Allen~ sent him back to you…  (she didn’t know about the son I lost either) But that is The Same Day Jason started calling us MOM & DAD

A precious heartbreaking experience for everyone involved. But those Above Us Are Watching, and they have the Power to change the course of things.  Not only have I been there and seen it myself, but so has my Son.

Seems as humans we think things are suppose to move in the direction set before us, and no matter how heart broke we have been over our daughter and that loss. We had to move forward and Do Everything in our Power to Make Sure this Amazing Awesome, God Fearing young Man who is  now 15, Does Everything his Mind and Heart can Enjoy…  So complicated and yet honestly so simple……… All I can Say is I thank my Dad for this Gift and the Grace of God to give me the power and strength to get him on the right track. I hope you read this and Enjoy a bit of  our Story.

Thanks Necole for the Heartfelt messages you provide. God Bless you Always ~ J.P.  ❤

Angel Kisses,

~ Necole

All of our Angels continue to send us love and they know how much we them…

During my group reading, I was standing between the isles reading for a woman when another Spirit came through. I kept saying “Is this your mom? I have a woman stepping forward.” She said “no”. Spirit was very persistent. I was trying to receive more information from Spirit because I was a bit confused. Spirit said repeatedly “Teresa, Teresa, Teresa…” I said “Who is Teresa?”

The woman sitting behind where I was standing got my attention…

She was crying and said “I ask my mother all week to come through and just say “Teresa”. That’s all I needed to hear. I just wanted to know she loves me and that is how I asked her to show me.”

I was holding back my own tears. I walked over and hugged her.

Her mama came through to tell her she loves her and knew exactly how to get the message across.

Our love ones in Spirit never judge the things we do or the choices we make. They know so much more than we do and have such a different perspective of things. Spirit can see things clearly, whereas most of us are unable to because we are still learning and growing. Whatever you have done…or do… good/bad/or indifferent is your journey. Your love ones knows that.

 

When in the physical, our love ones may judge us,…but not when in Spirit.
When our love ones cross, any anger is diffused or dissolved. Our love ones in Spirit leave all of that behind.

Your Angels continue to send you love and know how much you love them…unconditionally and for eternity.

 

 

 

Angel Kisses,

 

Necole